i have just finished working on my finance homework. i have to say i enjoyed it a lil bit. it wasn't too hard, tedious nga lang. haha. i can't believe im admitting to liking solving finance problems. haha.

oohh. my back hurts. and so does my right leg. i went to training last friday, after a two weeks of non-appearance. and boy coach made me make up for my absence. i was dead tired when i got home. hay. oh well. im becoming more convinced to quit, especially now that i appreciate all the free time i used to spend training.

elga sent me a postcard! wahoo.. i got it from the mail today. man, im a sucker for snail mail talaga. thanks elging.. love my soulsister!

catherine bustos
cathy
assistant production manager

1 liner:
I wish I could say something classy and inspirational, but that just isn't my style.

100 words:
cathy enjoys being a minion. she would even consider a career out of it if it pays well. she's eclectic, absentminded, a self-confessed sadomasochist, in love with love and life, has curly hair and a little loopy in the head too. she's proud to have earned a doctorate degree in cramming from the ateneo and wishes to be a professional beach bum in bora or live alone in a NY apartment before she hits 25.

"a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world."

this dream is for my soulsister Elga, who isn't in Footloose because she fulfilled our dream of conquering Europe.

May kagalit ka ba?
wala. none that i know of. but then that would mean na kung meron man, siya lang yung galit sakin diba?

Ano first meal mo today?
africhado hehe.

Ano usually yung first thing you do when you
wake up in the morning?
tingin sa wallclock..

Ilang taon ka na?
19, malapit na maging tween. hay.

Where do you wana spend ur xmas vacation?
i want to spend it in boracay or somewhere na may snow.. but here at home with my loved ones would be great na ren.

Fave alcoholic drink?
bailey's

Fave mall?
hmm.. wala. i like bazaars better. or the greenhills tiangge. ah alam ko na! theater mall in greenhills.

Eh bar?
wala. im not a bar/club/disco person. i'd rather lounge around in a coffee shop. peaberry is my fave.

What's ur usual get up?
jeans and a top. basta school clothes. nothing too flashy.

Ano cel na gamit mo ngayon?
nokia 7650. i love it.

Are you single?
no.

If yes or no BAKIT?
because i have my mahalski!

Define love?
love is an act of will to extend one's self for the purpose of one's own and another's spiritual growth.. -scott peck

Night or day?
day.. parang there's still so much time. so much possibilities.

Anong klaseng death ang trip mo?
wag sana bloody or sasabog ang katawan.. in my sleep siguro.

Sino ang pinaka mabait na kilala mo?
madami eh.

Have you brushed your teeth yet?
not yet. later bago ako matulog.

Flings? Long-term shit?
i used to go for short-term, para madali dispachahin.. hehe. pero iba na ngayon. i can't believe pau and i are sort of planning our future together. hay..

Crammer or nerd?
i have a doctorate degree for cramming. di mo ba alam yun?

Gwapo/maganda na gago or panget na mabaet? Bakit?
meron namang guapo na mabait.

Have you ever had more that one bf/gf at a time?
no. on second thought.. ewan.

Do you believe in destiny?
sabi nga sa can't hardly wait, destiny can only take you so far cos once you're there, its up to you to make things happen. that i believe.

When do you wanna die?
when i've done all the thing i want to do and a lot of good stuff for other people.

Who's the last person you wanna be with before you die?
my family. and those i love.

Would you want to die a virgin?
ayoko! hehe.

Most unforgetable moment?
it involves flashlights. basta. it was really funny.

hay.. wala lang. naaliw akong sobra sa infrared.. i've been uploading most of the pictures from my fone. hehe. wala lang. :p

i need to take pictures for my photoshop project na! baboo!

im done na with my project! hahaha.. wala lang, im so happy.. kinareer ko na talaga ang pag gawa ng magazine cover. wala pa naman akong kaalam alam sa fotoshop! in fairness, fun pala to.

comments and suggestions, anyone?

btw, wahine means woman surfer in hawaii. i didn't know what title to put kase, and i saw the small slip of paper nikki gave me way back. so yun na ang ginamit ko.

i was on my way to the lib with rachelle and migs when i bumped into my bluerep tatay. we didn't have much to do so we decided to chit chat for a while. we bought coffee from the caf and sat down on the benches in quad 3.

we talked about love, as usual. he updated me about his and i told him about mine. but he said something about an ex that shocked me.

imagine the worst thing that can happen.

i was dumbfounded. he must have loved her so much to be able to forgive her for that. or just plain stupid. or blind.

i don't know if i can ever forgive paulo if he did that to me. much less accept him back. yes, we are human, weak at temptations. but that shouldn't be an excuse in love and in faithfulness.

but then again, it hasn't happened.

i sure pray that it will never happen because i do not know if i can handle that without breaking.

hay.. my head hurts. one thing i learned, you should not cram for a finance test. especially if it involves memorizing so many formulas! hay. at least i got through it alive.

now if i only knew how i would be able to do all of the stuff i have to do tomorrow then maybe i can get some sleep.

hay. sarap ng bakasyon! late na nagigising.. hehe.. di pa ko tapos magwrap ng gifts.. tsktsk. :p

it's just the second day of vacation, pero pag iniisip ko all the stuff i have to do when school starts next year.. hay.

sige na nga, di ko muna iisipin. let me enjoy this a lil bit more.

sabi niya: isang tanong isang sagot, ayaw mo na ba?

hindi ko nasagot agad. sinabi ko na lang na puntahan niya ako, saka ko siya sasagutin.

at maghihintay ako, kahit kailan.

ang totoo, kanina ko pa gustong sabihing hindi ko kaya na wala siya. andami ko nang ginawa para lang mawala na sa isip ko. pero wala rin.

merry christmas. SMACK rin pala ako, after all.

merry pa rin pala ang christmas ko.

he came to the house last night. there were no words, but we knew what each wanted to say. then we hugged.

we're okay now. i guess when two people really love each other, there are times when you don't have to speak anymore. you just know.

after that, we exchanged gifts. haha.

happy pasko to everyone!

btw, i bought new fishes for the big aquarium! im so happy..