ulul. hindi to tungkol sa quickie. hehe.

namiss ko na magpost. at alam kong namiss mo na ako. wahehe. feeling na kung feeling. walang pakielamanan.

busy busy sobra.

production stuff for bluerep has been on a roll since monday last week, tapos may IAC pa. we got in the finals, kalaban CERSA but they won. 5 sets, final score 18-16 yata. basta sobrang huwaa! exciting pero sadness din kasi sayang yung pagod. pero ayos kasi bonding naman kami ng nestea bench volleyball (oo, yun ang pangalan ng team namin). tapos me mga kapalpakan pa sa mga excuse letters for the women's vbt. hay. ah, tapos na rin pala ang pictorials ko for aegis. haru. ewan ang olats ng mga creative pose ko. hehe.

nga pala, bday ni jope kahapon!

belated happy beeday jope!


ah eto, quik pic. la akong regalo eh, eto na lang. :p





shalamats sa paparazzi (aka rache)!


yun lang. saka na ulit. quickie nga eh. babuh.

someone should stop me from eating.

i've been eating nonstop. this is just for today:
breakfast - peanut butter, siopao from kowloon west
lunch- eat all you can pizza hut
dinner - tapsilog at mang jimmy's, sinigang at home
midnight snack - strawberry muffins, chuckie, and small oranges.

im so fat na! walang exaggeration yan! hay, i think it's my way of coping up with all the stress. bad, bad.

i miss waking up late, watching tv all day, not thinking about school stuff and other responsibilities. i miss doing nothing.

...

eto pa, namimiss ko.



dash jab, nikki, and me in caliraya. yoyo took the picture. gagay wasn't able to come with us.



i miss my kinky monkeys!


yoyo, nikki, me, jab, gagay.


i miss the roadtrips, the shout therapies, the tapsi ni vivian dinners. i miss singing our summer songs. i miss sneaking to my bed at 430am and trying to sleep with a tummy full of coffee. gawd i miss these guys.

i miss not having to care about anything. i miss being carefree and confident. i miss my old self. the past year has changed me a lot, i sort of lost myself for a while. im back, although not quite.

but i like myself now. jaded, but still a bit idealistic. i try to be as real as i can get.

found this song over the internet a couple of years ago. it's by ben folds. i guess this would be enough to update you on how im feeling right now.

the luckiest

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know
we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

...

rache: from the looks of it, it'll be one of the most beautiful relationships you'll get into...[if not THE most beautiful.]

*cathy nods*

it is, indeed. i hope you find a love as beautiful as this.

shet. i gave in to the temptation. sabi ko na hindi eh, sabi ko hindi na ko uulit. pero wala. hindi ko na napigilan.


am back in friendster!





p.s.
add niyo ko.

p.p.s
si rache ang may sala. heheh

GK day today! Gawad Kalinga, where you help out to build houses. went there with the bluerep people. actually, 7 lang kaming pumunta. cha, enzo, jepoy, catsky, gigo, berts and me. masaya siya, pero nakakapagod. more than a hundred hollow blocks yata ang nabuhat at naipasa ko. hehe. pero ayos lang, i got toned muscles and a nice tan. hehe.

afterwards, nagkayayaan to go swimming here sa house. such fun sobra, ang kukulet namen. pero di na nakasama si berts at enzo, so 5 lang kami. pero still, ang ingay! ang kulet! sobrang enjoy talaga.

GK. ganda ko. hehe. kapal. wala, happy lang talaga ako sa tan ko. ang itim ko super! parang nagbeach kasi mapula pa ako ngayon. bukas or sa monday, itim na to. heheh.

il post pictures pag nasend na ni catsky.


...

sabi:

i know what i want and i want what i know.

pahnee. perstaym lang sa buhay ko na nagdadasal ako na sana tumigil na ang ulan para may pasok. dati, laging "please lord, sana suspended ang classes!"

hindi pa tapos ang set namin! painting day dapat ngayon at finishing touches. dapat by hook or by crook tapos na siya today. pero wala! walang makalabas ng bahay dahil sa tindi ng ulan! wala na nga atang pasok ang ateneo. lahat ng teacher ko nag-freecut na ngayon, kaya ako talagang wala nang pasok.

huwaaa. the past few days nagwiwish ako na umulan para masuot ko ang bago kong chaqueta, pero ngayon pa talaga umulan, bumagyo pa, kung kailan kailangan na naming tapusin ang set ng the wiz.

alanis: isn't it ironic, don't you think?


....

eto, gradpic ko. olats. hindi ko kamukha.





at ang creative pose ko na hindi ko pinili.


national geographic yan, kung di mo nakuha.

...


osiyasiya. tama na to. sakit na ng mata ko.

had a massage today. sarap. like i was floating after.

i want to go shopping. but it's too late for that now. shops are prolly closing.

jope went to punta fuego yesterday. and he sent me an MMS message pa, talagang nang-iingit. bwisit.




i haven't been to the beach for more than a year now. tsk tsk. so much for being a beachbum. can't wait til the sem ends, i've lined up 3 beach trips already. bolinao, galera, and bora! huwahuwahuwa! :D

sana lang matuloy.